you’re going to live on forever, right, which is, that’s okay. I’m okay with that, living forever in the spiritual form idea, that’s not a problem, but I asked Benetta, “so, what do you think she did Benetta, she just decided to check out, do you

 think she just picked an, you know, a dramatic way to do it?” and she said, “well, you know Lisa, you know she’s pretty dramatic, she’s always been pretty dramatic” and in the course of our conversation, what I realized was she was never going to tell me the truth. Ever, and it was very upsetting, because she told me she was Lisa’s friend, and Lisa thought she was and I haven’t, I threw her phone number away at that point, because I figured, I’m not going to get any closure from here. They’re not going to um, they’re not going to tell me anything. Obviously she knew about the accident ,she would’ve known, she was in Lisa’s everyday life, you know, if Lisa was at a point where she was going to have a minor fender bender, and absolutely lose it, Benetta would have known about it, and if she didn’t tell me then, she wasn’t ever going to tell me, so.

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